At this moment, I'm hating some poker

What a shitty day.

I just finished a fine evening of dropping about $150 playing NL, an MTT, and 1/2 limit, with some of the worst fucking beats I can remember.

The limit was just ugly, losing around $100 playing $1/2.

Essentially, I lost most of it on 4 hands.

KK, capped PF, bet it as hard as I could, A hits the river.....guy turns over A 3 suited
Lost with trip Queens when a guy hit a 4 on the river....he had Q 4
Hit a set of jacks only to see the 9 10 hit runner runner to give a guy with K Q a straight.
AK suited, hit the A on the flop, bet it hard, 7 hits river, BB had A7

The whole day has sucked.

I played some .25/.50 early and lost my entire buy in on a hand that went like this.

I've got KQ of spades. From MP, I make it $1.50, two callers. Flop goes As 8s 2d. BB and UTG check, I bet the pot (try to pick it up there...semi bluff). BB calls, UTG folds. 5s on the turn and I make the nut flush. BB bets out $15, I move all in for $30 more, he calls.

Ah hits the river. He shows 22.....thanks.

Then, I play the $30 MTT and cruise around. Make a couple of stabs and sit at around 1100 when this hand hits.

Blinds at 30/60

I'm dealt AKs in MP. Two limpers in front. I make it 250 total. BB calls.

Flop A 8 5 rainbow.

I bet the pot, BB calls.

Turn is a J.....I move the rest of the way in, BB calls

River is a 3. BB shows 2 4.

IN A FUCKING $30 MTT, the BB calls a 250 bet with 2 4, pot bet with 2 4, AND an all in with nothing but a gutshot.

It's been that kind of day.

Not feeling the poker bug right now, that's for sure.