I guess I need to quit whining

For those of you who do take the time to drop in, I guess I can quit with the gloom and doom. Hell, I'm even tired of it.

I guess it would be easier if I could find some middle ground. In the 10 months or so that I've actually been playing, I've either been dead cold or winning everything in sight. There's no in between. I can't cash a couple of times then lose a little, I have to win a ton or lose constantly. I don't know if it's my approach to the game or just poker playing a mean little joke on me.

The worrisome part is that no matter how disgusted I get, I'm always ready to play. I just have to be careful and not open myself up too much and start thinking that J 7 suited looks pretty good in the cutoff.

Not going to make any promises, but I'll try slow down on the Hellmuth impersonations.